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Mommy Family July 23, 2026
 
My sweet Kiley,
 
Your sister Kira grew up and became a mom. She has a beautiful little boy named Josh and a precious little girl named Ruby. The first time I held Josh in my arms, I cried. There was something about him that reminded me so much of you. Maybe it was his little features, maybe it was the feeling in my heart, but for just a moment, it felt like I was holding a tiny piece of you again. It was bittersweet—my heart was full of love, but it ached because I wished you could have been there with us.
 
Kira has had a difficult road in life. Your dad and I eventually separated and went our own ways. Like so many families, life changed, and with those changes, Kira and I grew apart. That has been one of the hardest things for me as a mother. I have always loved her with everything I have, just as I have always loved you. I pray that one day, time, healing, and love will bring us closer again.
 
I often wonder what kind of big sister and aunt you would have been. I can picture you holding Josh and Ruby, making them laugh, and filling every room with your love. I know they never got the chance to know you here on Earth, but they are part of your story because they are part of you.
 
Love always and forever,
 
Mom
Mommy You were always in mind July 23, 2026
 
My Sweet Kiley,
 
It's hard to believe that you would be 18 years old now. I often find myself wondering what you would look like, what your laugh would sound like, what your dreams would be, and what kind of young woman you would have become. Even though you were only here with us for two and a half months, you have never left my heart. Not for a single day.
 
I wanted to write to you and tell you what's been happening here on Earth. I like to think that somehow you already know, but it makes me feel close to you to tell you anyway.
 
First, I want you to know that I've been doing what moms do best—handling business and keeping our family together. Some days have been harder than I ever imagined, but I keep going. I carry you with me in everything I do.
 
Nana and Papa are doing okay. They're getting older, and their house has started to show its age, but they're hanging in there. Time has changed so much, yet their love for all of us remains.
 
Your sister, Trinity, is married now. Can you believe that? She has gained a wonderful stepdaughter, and she also welcomed a beautiful little girl named Lydia into the world. You would absolutely adore being an aunt.
 
Your brother Tristan is getting ready to attend the Medina County Career Center. He's growing into a young man, and it's exciting to see him beginning this next chapter of his life.
 
Kaiden is trying to figure out what direction he wants to take. Whether it's continuing his education or starting a career, he's finding his own path, just like so many young adults do.
 
Krystian is attending the Medina County Career Center in the EMT and Firefighter program. He's working hard toward a career where he'll help save lives. He also has a wonderful girlfriend named Ella, and they make each other happy.
 
Pyper is in eighth grade now. She's learning who she is and where she fits in this world. Watching her grow has been beautiful, even through the challenges that come with being a teenager.
 
Payge is in seventh grade, and this past March our lives changed forever when she was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes. She's been incredibly brave. Every day she faces finger pokes, insulin, and all the changes that come with this disease, yet she continues to smile and keep going. I know you'd be so proud of your little sister.
 
Uncle Jeffrey got married to Melissa. Through their marriage, our family grew with two more boys, and now they're expecting a baby boy together. Our family tree keeps growing, and I can't help but think about how your branch will always be part of it too.
 
Aunt Cindy and her kids are doing well. Life keeps moving forward, bringing new memories, celebrations, and challenges for everyone.
 
Kiley, not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I still wonder who you would have been. I wonder if you would have looked like me or your dad, if you'd have been close with your brothers and sisters, if you'd have been the one making everyone laugh.
 
Sometimes I imagine you watching over all of us. I hope you know how deeply you are loved and how much you are missed. You may not be here physically, but you have always been part of this family. Your brothers and sisters know about you. They know they have a big sister in Heaven.
 
Eighteen years have passed, but being your mom has never stopped. It never will. I still celebrate you. I still cry forbyou. I still smile when I think about the precious little time I got to hold you.
 
Until the day I get to hold you again, keep watching over us. I'll keep taking care of everyone down here, and I'll keep telling your story so you'll never be forgotten.
 
I love you more than words could ever express, my beautiful girl.
 
Forever and always,
 
Mom
Payge we miss u hope u were here:( February 16, 2024
 
we miss u so much and wish u were here love Payge
Pyper Dear kiley July 23, 2023
 
Happy birthday my beautiful sister 
Pyper Dear kiley July 23, 2023
 
Happy birthday Kiley love you 
Pyper Dear kiley July 23, 2023
 
Happy birthday Kiley love you 
mommy your little sisters October 2, 2014
 
I sure hope that's you playing with them :)
trinity kIlEy rYaN June 6, 2012
 
kiley we miss you dearly on the day god called u up to the heavens the cartoon SID the science kid was on tv tht triggerd somthing in my mind that god gave us a sign that u passed of SIDS i always wonderd wat u looked like and ive seen u in my dreams alot i cant bear to see mommy and your daddy cry all the time it makes me sad that i cannnot do any thing to help them if i could i would.mommy is pregnat we hope its a girl if it is i will not forget you i will keep you in my memory forever. i hope to see the baby in the kitty costume nana bought u 4 holloween that u could never wear. what also touched me so much is that on your 3rd b-day when we sang the bday song at the end the candel was blown! and i gradutaed 5th grade yesterday and thought of u. and also on easter u  aperd in the pic witch shows you got the bunny!!!! i hope you have a wonderful afterlife kiley ill see you someday.
missing u my baby girl
 
 
Missing u my baby girl
 
 
Tristan's moment
 

Tristan asked me about Kiley and god.I told him he can talk to God and Kiley whenever he wants and that they could hear him.He went to his room told his brother Kaiden to please get out of the room. I peaked in the room .He was kinda hiding by his bed and asking God to please let Kiley come visit us.It was precious!!!!

Feburary 28th
 

Today at 12:40 am it was raining hard with lightning and thunder.All of a sudden a big boom hit right outside the window.We heard loud music surrounding her curio cabinet. Let me tell you it was nothing in her curio playing the music!! I believe it was my baby girl saying hi mommy im here! I miss her so much! I often wonder how my life would be if she never went to heaven. I wonder what she would look like ,act like,I wonder if i will ever get a chance to see her again. All I can do is think about her and remember the time I had with her.

THE BROKEN CHAIN
 

WE LITTLE KNEW THAT MORNING THAT GOD WAS GOING TO CALL YOUR NAME, IN LIFE WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, IN DEATH WE DO THE SAME. IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU, YOU DID NOT GO ALONE; FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU, THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME, YOU LEFT US PEACEFUL MEMORIES, YOUR LOVE IS STILL OUR GUIDE; AND THOUGH WE CANNOT SEE YOU, YOU ARE ALWAYS AT OUR SIDE. OUR FAMILY CHAIN IS BROKEN, AND NOTHING SEEMS THE SAME; BUT AS GOD CALLS US ONE BY ONE, THE CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN.

A STORMY NIGHT
 

5-7-10  TO DAY WE HAD A BIG STORM WITH HEAVY RAIN AND WIND. THEN WE GOT THE LIGHTNING AND THUNDER. AS WE WERE ALL WATCHING T.V. A BIG GUST OF WIND CAME THROUGH THE WINDOW AND ALL OF A SUDEN WE HEARD A MUSIC BOX PLAYING. IT WAS PLAYINGY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FAMILY ROOM. I LIKE TO THINK IT WAS KILEY PEAKING IN ON US.

SISTERS FOREVER
 

SISTERS FOREVER TRINITY SAID . EVEN THOUGH KILEYS NOT HERE I STILL HAVE A SISTER. 

A BRIGHT STAR
 

APRIL 2010 TRISTAN NOW 3 1/2 LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND SAID MOMMY LOOK THERES KILEY , THEN KAIDEN NOW ALMOST 3 LOOKS OUT THE WINDOW AND GOT EXCITED. THEY SHOWED ME A SINGLE BRIGHT STAR IN THE SKY. IT TOUCHED EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE THAT NIGHT. THEN THEY ALL BLEW HER KISSES.

A SAD MOMENT
 

SHORTLY AFTER KILEY PASSED AWAY WE WERE IN THE STORE AND KILEY'S SISTER KIRA POINTED AT A CRIB AND SAID KILEY HAS ONE LIKE THIS . TRISTAN OUR SON WAS ALMOST 2 AT THE TIME GOT SO EXCITED CAUSE HE THOUGHT KILEY WAS IN THERE .MY HEART FELL OUT IT MADE ME SO SAD. TODAY ALL THE KIDS ARE DEALING WITH IT AS BEST AS THEY CAN. THEY STILL CRY EVERYTIME TIME WE PLAY HER SONG.THEY KNOW SHES IN HEAVEN AND EVEYTIME THEY WANT TO GIVE HER A KISS THEY KISS THE CURIO.

KILEEY'S LITTLE SOUNDS
 

KILEY ALWAYS MADE A SOUND WHERE SHE SOUNDED LIKE A LITTLE WHITCH.IT WAS SO CUTE AND FUNNY.

A SPECIAL MOMENT WITH KILEY
 

IN THE HOSPITAL WHEN KILEY WAS IN THE NICU WE WERE TOLD FOR MORE BONDIND BETWEEN MOTHER AND CHILD WE CAN KANGAROO . IN MEANING SKIN TO SKIN CONTACT. THEY PUT KILEY INSIDE MY SHIRT. HER LAYING ON MY CHEST HEART TO HEART MADE ME AS HER MOTHER FEEL SO BLESSED.I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT MOMENT.SOMETIMES I CAN ALMOST FEEL HER STILL THERE.

FOR MY MOMMY AND DADDY
 
DEAR GOD,
 
OH DEAR GOD HOW I MISS MY KILEY , MY LOVE, MY LIFE, MY DAUGHTER. I MISS YOU MY LITTLE BUG EYED BABY GIRL. MOMMY'S HEART IS TORN AND BROKEN AND NEVER AGAIN TO BE MENDED, MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE ACHING FOR YOU MY SWEET LITTLE BABY GIRL. ALL MY DREAMS AND HOPES FOR YOU ARE NO MORE. ONLY A WHAT IF, WHAT WOULD. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE AND WONDER WHAT YOU WOULD BE LIKE AND HOW YOU'D LOOK. MY EYES FILL UP WITH TEARS EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU.ITS NOT FAIR I CANT HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME. I WONDER WHY ? WHY MY BABY GIRL? SHES MY BABY! I FEEL LIKE IM BEING PUNISHED, BUT I DONT KNOW WHY. IS MY BABY SAFE IS SHE HAPPY? IS SHE BEING HELD? IS SHE BEING LOVED? DOES SHE KNOW I LOVE HER AND MISS HER? GOD IF I ONLY KNEW THE ANSWERS. SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY YOU GAVE ME HER AND THEN TOOK HER AWAY. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? DID YOU NOT KNOW THAT YOUR ACTIONS DESTROYED ME? IT SHATTERED EVERYTHING THAT I AM . I HAVE TO BE STRONG. I KNOW DEEP DOWN IN MY SOUL THERE IS A REASON FOR YOUR ACTIONS. WILL I EVER UNDERSTAND THEM , NO I WONT. ALL I CAN DO IS TRUST IN YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF MY PRECIOUS BABY KILEY AND HOLD HER TIGHT AND MAKE SURE SHE IS LOVED ,AND PLEASE GOD.I BEG OF YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL MAKE SURE YOU TELL MY LITTLE BUG EYED BABY GIRL HER MOMMY LOVES HER AND MISSES HER WITH ALL HER HEART.
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